That night

Hsi Chun Huang

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I think my opinion of places can be effected by my memories of there.
This is the place called Leyton, I remember first time I went there to visit my friend's house, she gave me many food because she was going to move out, she kept talking about how good this area is, but for me just nothing special.
The second time I went there for my first exhibition in London, it was meaningful to me because I had been trying to exhibit my works here but I failed 12 times before during last two years, just wasn't able to.
I had been drawing and avoid talking to people in last few months, because I desired to throw myself into improving my painting. I have failed again and again, I'm so diffident about my ability of drawing and feeling so tired.
One day I felt really depressed and my friend told me I should go out with someone sometimes, so I asked one of my friend who is in London.
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my energy when I go out with someone, maybe it because I went out with someone who wasn't matched for me, and also I started being on my own after hurt by some friends.
But after that night I think I should give some chance to the other people, maybe I can build a good relationship again.
We walked on the street after dinner to the place where my works were exhibiting, suddenly I felt so comfortable, because of the weather, and it was nice that there was someone I could talk to, we walked as comfortable as we wanted and chatted with each other, I felt like something changing inside my mind, I felt I became happy...
So I think l love Leyton!#placetopaint

9 years ago